Welcome to the FAILBoat

…this is your captain Whitters speaking.

My giant plan of getting to bed did NOT work out. Due to some rather bizzare and sudden realizations, I once again got myself so stressed out that I had a mild panic attack. This was around midnight mind you, and I spent the next two hours trying to calm myself down.

Once I was able to get myself into bed, I couldn’t sleep. I just laid there shivering (we don’t have heat in our upstairs – it sucks). I eventually had to move down to the couch and turn on the space heater just to get warmed up. I think I finally closed my eyes sometime around 4am. I then proceeded to sleep off and on until about 4pm. NOT GOOD.

I’m planning on heading to bed around midnight tonight, trying to get as much sleep as possible, and then keeping up a normal sleeping schedule. I just don’t know how well that’s going to go.

On another front, only a week until school starts up again and I am really not looking forward to it. It’s my last semester and is already poised to be the most stressful of all. At least I’m going to be in a room all by myself, so I really don’t have to worry about living with someone else. I just need to worry about getting my schoolwork done, working as much as I can, and saving up as much as I can.

Speaking of money, I started another blog, Little Shoes, where I’m going to be posting about random stuff and most likely doing paid posting once the blog is old enough. I’ve really got nothing against paid blogging except when people claim that their “personal” blogs are all personal and there’s a paid link in every post. That’s why I started the new blog instead of using this one. WhittersNU will remain ad free in all ways shapes and forms, and other than that little link right there, won’t be associated with the other blog in any way. But meh, I need the extra money.